It
was my sixth grade year that had changed everything. I started my year off in
Armendariz Middle School, but only stayed for the first semester because my mom
decided that we should all move to move to Monahans. I didn’t want to go, I
wanted to stay so badly, but my grandma kept *beeping* at my mom that if my
sisters and my mom wanted to go, I’d have to go with them as well. So we went
only for me to have the worst year and worst time, EVER! I was always getting
in trouble for some reason. I hated that teacher so badly that I gave her the
worst attitude. I was a good kid, trust me, I just live by the saying “you get
what you give” and that’s what I did. I remember her saying she didn’t like
people from El Paso and that’s when all hell broke loose.
We left because of how much we hated it. Everyone over
there is just drama so, NEVER AGAIN! It was there that we got Kip and we
brought him to El Paso with us. When we got back, we spent the summer with my
dad which was the summer of 2010. My mom stayed in Monahans for half that
summer. Even after their divorce, they were good best friends so he stayed over
at the house that summer every night.
When the fourth of July came, my mom came back and my dad
was leaving to go see some friends from out of town to celebrate his birthday
that was a month before and to celebrate the fourth, of course. He had gotten
us McDonald’s and soon left after that. Before he left, my mom told him that if
he needed anything to call my mom. It was already two in the morning and we was
supposed to be back. My mom kept calling, but he wouldn’t answer and she
started getting very upset. It was just my little sister and I because my older
sister was at a sleepover with some friends. That night, my little sister and I
slept in the living room and when morning came, I woke up to the most
horrifying screaming and crying ever. It was my mom. We woke up, almost
jumping. She came to the living room to see our confused and terrified faces.
And you couldn’t really understand what she was saying through all the crying,
but I knew what she was trying to say and it was that my dad was in a car
accident last night and died instantly. My heart sank. I thought I was just
inside this nightmare I couldn’t wake up from. I was hoping it was, but I knew
it was real. He was gone. I lost my Idol, my dad, my everything, and knowing
I’d never see him again broke me. When his funeral came, I couldn’t see him in
his casket. I knew that if I saw him I would break down so, throughout the
whole thing, I just kept my head down. All I could think at that time was “that
shouldn’t be him, that shouldn’t be my father lying there,” but the truth was
all there, this nightmare was real. It was the most painful and laborious
funeral that I had ever been to. The hours were so long. I didn’t see him until
after the event, but when I saw him, I noticed he’d broken his finger and I
noticed this man that didn’t look at all like my father. He looked so
different, but I did break down because it truly was him. That summer didn’t go
well for me at all. On top of that, a few months later, I lost Kip in an
accident as well.
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